Do not go to Blog Del Narco straight from looking up pictures of an old crush on Facebook. Being kinda bummed and aware of your own mortality just by looking at pictures of slightly older slightly fuller girl you use to have a thing for isn’t quite the same as being absolutely horrified at the sight of the worst of what humans are capable of, everyones mortality is brought to the fore of your mind when you see pictures of headless handless bodies thrown in the street like jumbo jack wrappers.